August 30, 2018

I had another nightmare. I don't want to talk about it on here. Here's supposed to be a positive place!

You know, it's going back and forth in my mind and it's terrifying me. Maybe if I get it out it will stop. The dream started out nice at first. It was the backyard, but without the conrete. It was filled with grass, a pool, and so many flowers and trees. It looked like a forest almost. I was thinking that this was the backyard I envisioned. The I noticed something, near a bed of flowers. There was a large muddy puddle. I looked away for a second, and when I looked back at it, it was a large, black hole that seemed to suck in all light and color around it. It filled me with dread and fear when I looked at it, and I suddenly felt cold. Before I could realize it, I found myself slowly walking towards it. I couldn't make myself stop, and I fell right in. The next thing I knew, I was in the attic again. I could see my own breath it was so cold. I saw the younger girl from my previous dream, her eyes wide with fear, as she slowly pointed to a corner in the attic. The end she was pointing to seemed miles away, and was completely covered in shadows. I slowly got up and walked over to it, the spot seeming to lighten up a bit as I approached. I started to hear some mumbling, before I noticed the older girl. She had her back to me, and she was wearing all white. I could hear that she was mumbling "Bad Bad Bad" over and over again. She started to say it louder before I asked if she was okay. She suddenly stopped, and was still for a few moments. I felt my stomach drop and my breath halt halfway down, feeling as though I shouldn't have said that. She slowly turned her head around to face her, not moving her body. I felt sick when I saw her neck twist around in a few snaps, as she looked at me. I could hear the faint sound of a music box as she looked at me. Her eyes were empty, blood dripping from them, her nose, her mouth, everywhere. It was dreadful. It made me freeze in fear and I didn't know what to do. She started to scream a word at me, and that's when I woke up.

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